i don't know if it's just me and my aging or it's really you.. kakaiba kasi kayo. seriously!
you guys have really different personalities, each of us, and yet we somehow STILL find each other's differences comforting. we have different perspectives and responses to particular situation and yet we still connect. we're really not a flock of the same feathers but i'm glad because we're really making this work for us.
you guys are so down to earth and down right genuine! from the moment i knew each of you, there was no hint of faking whatsoever, at all! yes, there were walls, and some of you still have those even now, there was hesitancy but i guess that's just human nature. but you were never people who'd i believe to be this today and tomorrow change into a different persons. you're real and consistent. you guys are so honest to me and i'll always respect you for that.
every time, every SINGLE time, we're together, i honestly can be myself. and that's quite rare. kasi, sometimes, inevitable talaga ang social desirability effect -- the feeling that you have to behave in a particular way such that you make yourself appear likable. but to you guys, i'm never that. i don't have to be this or that. hell, i don't even have to think of who i should be.. i just become myself. and it makes me extremely happy because i need not establish walls or whatever around me. i could always pour out my thoughts and feelings maybe not to all at once but at least individually. PLUS, you're always there to hear me out. ang saya talaga.
we're not COMPLETELY that different. siyempre, there are also similarities. when i said differences, i was pertaining to our temperaments and just how we bring ourselves ba, how we behave, how we react, psych stuff. you'd understand this. :)) so, talking about similarities, i like it 'cause we have the same devils >:) yes, we have the same devilish barkada trips and what not.. nakakatuwa! kasi we don't only make sama to have lunch, study and whatever, but we also make sama because magkasama ang ating trip! :)) flirt2x, bisya2x, chismis, we all have that! nakakatuwa kasi ganun din talaga ako. :)) kaya ang saya niyo kasama. pramis! :))
but the best thing that you guys gave me is a HOME. :)
when i got kicked out, i was so worried how to fit myself in your world knowing that you guys had been with each other since first year. i was thinking that you guys had your own groups, cliques, whatnots, that you had your own partners and you had your own comfort zones that there's no room for me in your wagon. but when i came, you generously welcomed me into yours. i had always thought of how to continue college life without friends or even lunchmates and all that knowing that i'm in an unfamiliar territory.. this thing that we have now, i never really thought i could have had before..
it's amazing how some people can be your friends, or say close ones, just like that *with a snap*.
i just hope that this stays FOREVER. :)
*hugs.
